I have been really bummed today. I feel very alone out here. The hubs is working long hours and traveling. And when he is home zones out. I have spent the last two days with a very cranky, teething toddler. It is nice to have a break from him, but it hasn't been in the cards.
I miss my girlfriends back home TERRIBLY. Yes, I have other friends. Even some here. But there just isn't a replacement for those few girls that have known you FOREVER and know everything about you. They were supposed to visit a month ago and weren't able. I really needed that short weekend with my girls.
It doesn't help that we are not doing rehearsals this summer for choir. Its such a small piece of the week, but I really look forward to Wednesday nights. For a few hours, I'm not someones wife or mommy. I'm ME, singing. Which is something I simply love to do. Especially at church, it helps me connect with God.
Speaking of friends, I have a few that are always down on themselves. That rubs off big time. I'm no Mary-Freaking-Sunshine, but I usually try to be optimistic. Being a Pissy Pants solves nothing and just irritates those around you. I adore these people, but do I need a break? Maybe.
I'm trying to think of some money making ideas. Today I signed up to be a Mystery Shopper - through legit sites. We'll see where that gets me. I was thinking of applying for this PT job at my church. I delayed, thinking about it too much, and now I think the search is closed. If it is in Gods plan for me to have that job, He will make it known. I'll have to keep my ears open.
I know this is a very random post, considering I haven't been on in MONTHS. I am doing a Half-Year-Resolution and will try to blog again more. I don't have a lot to say, but I'll find something.
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